❦ Step to Me ❦

The Naturalism

2011-12-15T15:25:00.003+08:00

Meteor?

Ouhh I don't have much interest toward this thingy before,

That's a kind of impossibility for me,

And, I'm not a romantic one, perhaps?

Yet I'm an envy one,

Seeing people how satisfied with the so-called "meteor",

Frankly, I'm not so believe in it!

But at last I'd gave a try.

Bi and I therefore went to the sport center,

With his friends,

We lying on the track,

Looking up to the dark sky,

Which full of stars,

That's amazing and this definitely impressed me.

Waiting..waiting...while in my heart, I'm singing...

陪你去看流星雨落在这地球上，

让你的泪落在我肩膀，

要你相信我的爱只肯为你勇敢，

你会看见，幸福的所在......

WOW!!! I saw it!!!

That's meteor!!!

METEOR!!!!

This really appear in our life!!!

Unbelievable...

Kind of RIDICULOUS!!!

But that's the truth!

That's what we used to see in the movies!!!

I'm so excited!!!

I then impressed by Kedah's sky again.

I love this!

We watched from 10pm till 12.30am,

Owh..my neck and eyes were so tired,

Aha! But it's worth!!!

Definitely!!!

2011-11-29T23:35:00.034+08:00

5Days 4Nights Bali Trip with loved one

Ooppsss I found out I didn't share my Bali Trip's experience here, OMG!

Actually I do uploaded in FaceBook but I only opened to some of them :)

Now, let's the pictures do the talking part ^^

The trip begin with preparation...

Day 1

-The 1st place we visited is ULUWATU after checked in our 1st hotel.

The view is freaking good! Wonderful though!

-Dinner @JIMBARAN,the very famous beach for seafoods.

We eating on the beach!! Romanticnya~

The saddest case is we met rains and thunderstorms >.< then we move into the restaurant.

-At night we had some city-walked @KUTA, there were so happening,I'm loving it!

Day 2

-After we had our hotel-provided-breakfast then headed to watch the very famous BARONG DANCE,the money-wasted-dance =.="

-Straight we headed to SILVER MAKING FACTORY, KINTAMANI, STAIRS PADDY FIELD and BESAKIH.

-Nothing special with the Silver Making Factory.

-Kintamani, here we can see the Indonesia's volcano. Toooooo bad!! The day we went to, it's covered with the thick mist!! We can't even see the shadow of the volcano! What a waste for me throughout this Bali Trip..but we still able to see their "poster" =.=" imagine..........

And we had our buffet lunch there=)

-To enter their temple(Besakih), we must have put on the "apron" they provided to cover our underneath, some kind of respect to their GOD.

-Coincidently saw a traffic woman giving out free roses to every car passed by, wonder what's the purpose is?

-Their police car are so unique and smarter than ours! Even their cab is using sky blue Toyota Vios!

-We both put on our customized t-shirt written our names! Muahaha...

-Okay we then visited the most famous coffee factory in Bali, called Luwak coffee, it's made by Luwak's shit. Luwak is one kind of animal that look-alike black color Tupai.

-Then we had our western dinner somewhere around our 2nd hotel, we changed to this hotel due to our dolphin-watching trip tomorrow! Every one is doing the same, as we need to wake up at 5am then take a little..little..boat to go out to the very middle of the sea to watch the dolphins!! Woohoo!! Can't wait...!!

-We had visited to many place in this day, exhausted!

Day 3

-Oh yeah finally! Dolphins here I come~~

As in the picture you can see how "little" the boat is! This only fit 4people.

The feeling of chasing the dolphins is extremely excite! I felt so touch when I saw a group of dolphin jumping here and there and I was so busy to capture their pictures, also recording their videos. CUTE gila..!! This trip took us around 3-4hours.

-After that we went to Bedugul, the floating temple. The one of very famous POI in Bali.

-Then we visited to Tanah Lot,another very famous POI of Bali. We had our 1st tatoo there!! Oppsss it's a temporary one :p

-At the night, we searched for the famous dirty duck as our dinner. We had do some research through internet and this dirty duck is the best recommended by the people.

Day 4

-We moved in to our 3rd hotel again in day 4.

-We had our most relaxing moment in this day, we rent motor our own and we ride it to SUKAWATI, another famous big market located in UBUD.

-The we went for the very very famous pork rib for our lunch! We even need to queue up for the table.

-Yeeaahhh..we had our massage in the night, it's costly but worth=) It cost us RM300++ for two.

Day 5

-We went to Lotus Cafe this day, we founded it through internet and also through TV programme. We able to capture some pictures.

-This is the most tiring day for us, we wanted to try on motorcycling(did it in Day 4), and now we wanted to try on cycling. OMG! It's tiring enough!! We cycled to the almost whole Ubud area and then we had Indonesian cup mee in K-Mart. It's kind of our 7-11.

-GOSH...the most unwanted moment finally came to us... We wore on Bali's signature t-shirt as our ending at here.

GOODBYE MY BELOVED BALI

This is our very first fly to foreign country! Godness! I've already fall for this beautiful place!

I swear I would want to come back for second, third and so......many times again!

I swear I would want my wedding to be held HERE!!!!!!

Come on........at least wedding photos?

Bali, I DEFINITELY FALL FOR YOU!!!!

I LOVE YOU!

Here some sharing of tasty Indonesian foods and also our 3 hotels.

Oh...Oh...never forget to share with you the dolphins jumping video,it's all about natural=))

*ATTACHED WITH OUR LOVELY PHOTOS AS WELL* :ppp

Thank you for staying with us:)

Misses you little cute dolphin~

-You-

2011-11-29T18:08:00.003+08:00

Okay, I'm glad that you willing to talk to me face to face.

And I knew that you still appreciate me :)

You first stepped into my room since a couple of monthssss...

We chat...

And I were happy you still treated me as the most important one among the others...

Yet I'm sorry to tell you that, I wouldn't open up my heart for you anymore,at least for now...

Sorry!

Wedding Dinner of Bi's bro

2011-11-24T21:59:00.008+08:00

Finally it's 20.11.2011, it's Bi's bro wedding day.

Long waited and I'm so excited cause I never participate in one's wedding since long time ago.

Due to Bi's mom request, I stayed at their house for two nights for helping his family in the wedding of his bro.

We were so busy at dinner night and we didn't get the chance to capture more pictures ='(

Had wonderful days in Bi's house and I'm enjoyed in the whole process of helping and preparing in the wedding day and dinner, though I only able to stay at my home for 1 day=.=

Then we need to come back to jungle ler =(

However, nice experiences I had!

A Simple One

2011-11-15T15:45:00.016+08:00

Happy Birthday to Chooby in advanced!

Also Happy 2nd Anniversary to us!

^o^v

Headed to Levain in the morning of 09 Nov 2011

After that we went to 1utama shop for our coming wedding dinner clothes(Bi's bro wedding)

Then we search for the place of dinner somewhere around Mont Kiara,

we founded that the area assembled with lots of Korean shops and restaurants,

we then decided to pay our very first visit to this very traditional Korean cuisines-友林亭

Nice name they have!

They served very very traditional Korean cuisines and then we've taught to eat like a real Korean people by the waiter there.

It's a good try!

We don't even realize that this day was 09/11/11, date of 9th!

our day, to celebrate your birthday and our anniversary!

The simplest one.

Wish you happy forever,wish us too!

I Love You!

2011-11-13T20:35:00.004+08:00

Ron's surprised 22nd birthday celebration @ Overtime VivaHome

Date : 10th Nov 2011

Time : 7pm (Those giving surprise come late)

Attendants :

Teng

San

Pmun

*LateComers

Kmun

Yan

Wah

Please trust our relationship it's not that fragile! Haha..!!

Happy very belated birthday to our king, muaks!

2011-11-13T20:22:00.004+08:00

Spontaneous DimSum breakfast with YOU

KarMun & SiinYan, next time my chooby and I gonna give you girls more harder training!

Stay Tuned!

2011-11-13T20:04:00.012+08:00

Event : Neway CEO+Jogoya+Overtime

Date : 31st Oct 2011
Time : Whole Day
Members :

Yan
Yan Yan Jie Jie
Big Mun
Small Mun
San
Wah

SS in the k-box, NEWAY CEO

The Like-to-Drink girls ^^

Love you girls FOREVER <3

Working Days Again

2011-11-13T19:11:00.006+08:00

MOGT ( Malaysia Online Game Tour 2011 ) @ The Mines on 4-6th NOV 2011

Freedom Event @ Publika Solaris White & Black Box

My first and ever SUPER SMOKEY panda eyes @.@

疼你的责任

2011-10-02T20:43:00.000+08:00

每次你任性时说的一些话

你知道那有多伤人吗

但我顶多只气个三分钟吧

最后依然体贴的送你回家

有时想如果我不是一直让

你也许会懂得学着体谅

但是我完全无法硬着心肠

做得让你有一点难过失望

总觉得有疼你的责任

要你是最快乐最单纯的人

因为你让我的心变得丰盛

原来不奢望的变成可能

总觉得有疼你的责任

让你做最轻松最自然的人

我想不遮掩也是一种信任

爱得了解包容

才算爱得完整

是你变了吗?

2011-10-02T20:32:00.001+08:00

真想和你聊一聊天

很想看看你温柔的容颜

多想听你说自己并没有变

很想看我们从前的照片

多想和你再接近一点

你现在的心是在靠在谁的身边

是你变了吗我的影子笑我的人好傻

是你变了吗我已经跟不上你的步伐

是你变了吗对你的感觉应该停止吧

已经不明白你的想法

已经不再看见你眼中的牵挂

真想和你聊一聊天

很想看看你温柔的容颜

努力说服自己你没有变

很想看我们从前的照片

多想和你再接近一点

你现在的他是否真已从心所愿

是你变了吗我的影子笑我的人好傻

是你变了吗我已经跟不上你的步伐

是你变了吗对你的感觉应该停止吧

已经不明白你的想法

已经不再看见你眼中的牵挂

2012

2011-09-27T22:40:00.006+08:00

Woohoo!! Looking forward to year 2012!!

FEBRUARY

-CAMBODIA-

JULY

-MACAU, HK-

AUGUST

-HO CHI MINH, VIETNAM-

ARGH!!! i JUST CAN'T WAIT ANY LONGER!!

Langkawi Twice v 1/4 of Caring & Papa

2011-09-27T17:06:00.003+08:00

Class started 1 week nia nia we went to play liao~~kaka^^

Aiks~~How to live in the jungle for the rest of the days before semester break come over....!!!

Malacca Twice...v Papa ^^

2011-09-27T15:35:00.002+08:00

Here are some of our ss pictures~

These are parts of the nice foods we both had in Malacca.

Especially thanks to Andrew Sim, who brought us to some of the super nice supper in Malacca!

Genting & Tg. Sepat trip v Papa's family

2011-09-27T15:15:00.013+08:00

We both have been very busy for the whole semester break, yet we don't any travel plan...

kind of sad =.=

Seeing others people travel to the other country...myself...

Argh!!! doesn't matter, We even have our greatest plan for year 2012! Stay Tune!

So, this year, we only able to travel to the local, so-called nice place.

My Great Long Sem Break in KL

2011-09-27T14:31:00.016+08:00

First, I used to worked as a dancer for Carlsberg Christmas Roadshow on Christmas Eve 2010,

-with Jeslyn <3

Second, I worked as a promoter for Nippon Paint during my study week on April 2011,in KLCC,

coincidently met my juniors in SMK Cochrane, (Angeline & Nicole)

-with Ricky, Yennie, Kuan Yoke, Angeline, Nicole, Esther, Jackie, etc...<3

Third, as an usherer in PICC for Avail Anniversary,

-with Baby, Nian Ping, Kairy, etc...<3

Next, work for Disney Juniors Event at Bukit Kiara Equestrian Club,

this is where i got my sunburn!!

-with Baby...<3

Carlsberg Event serving job, on going almost every night in different places,

-with Yen, Jacelyn, Jasmine, & the girls...<3

This is the 'syok-iest' job i never experienced before! That's GREAT! -at Sepang Gold Coast,

-with Jazly Choo, Pricilia, and all the girls...<3

Well, the GREAT moment is the night session, free flow beers & the musics!!

Had a high & wonderful night!

Economic Transformation Programme, as an usherer, at KLCC,

-with Baby, and the gang! <3

Next, Baush & Lomb contact lens cruisers, roving to the almost whole KL & PJ,

-with Owen Yap, Brian, Ee Kang & Kate...<3

My last job before going back to the jungle, Bosch Brand Ambassador at Bukit Tinggi Jusco,

-with Tung Tung, Jojo, & Jeanie...<3

Missed out some other jobs like flyer girl...etc...

Ouuwh GODNESS! I had my most busiest life during my long semester break!

Didn't even enjoy it!

Btw, I do had great experiences and great friends, also also great $$$..

Yet I overspent too much...sad that didn't keep my money well!

Please let me come all over again, I swear I won't spend money like water anymore!

God says :" It's too late to apologize..." >.<

Hello

2011-09-27T14:22:00.002+08:00

It's been very long time ago i didn't update my bloggie.

Owh, so..it was thought as good thing or bad thing? keke

Good is i have nothing badness and sadness to share with =)

Bad is i have nothing happiness to share with at the same time =(

NO NO NO... it is all because I'm lazy! ^^

A great good afternoon to you guys!

Welcome to my world again! <3

天堂来的孩子

2011-04-11T17:42:00.006+08:00

姓名Name : Roy, Amit

性别 Sex :男 Male

出生日期 Birthday : 8/8/2010

就读年级 School Level : 未入学0年级 Not in school Grade 0

最喜爱之科目 Favorite Subject : 无 None

健康状况 Health : 一般 Satisfactory

身体障碍　Handicap : 没有 None

常做之家务 Chores : 没有 Doesn't help - too young

与何人同住 Live with : 父母 Parents

母亲状况 Status of Mother : 已婚 Married

父亲状况 Status of Father : 已婚 Married

母亲职业 Job Status-Mother : 失业 Unemployed

父亲职业 Job Status-Father : 自雇 Self-employed

农夫 Farmer

兄弟之人数 Brother : 0

姐妹之人数 Sister : 1

他.....是ROY。

他.....就是那，天赐给我们的礼物。

=))))))

最重要的决定

2011-04-01T21:20:00.001+08:00

我常在想

应该再也找不到

任何人像你对我那么好

好到我的家人也被照料

我的朋友还为你撑腰

你还是有一堆毛病改不掉

拗起来气得??仙女都跳脚

可是人生完美的事太少

我们不能什么都想要

你是我

最重要的决定

我愿意每天在你身边苏醒

就连吵架也很过瘾

不会冷冰

因为真爱没有输赢

只有亲密

我愿意打破对未知的恐惧

就算流泪也能放晴

将心比心

因为幸福

没有捷径

只有经营

我们都怕痛-潘玮柏

2011-03-19T20:28:00.001+08:00

她说她再也不相信真爱

我能给的安全感也用完

原本的孤单已变成不安

像看穿又放不下依赖

看着她低头

勇敢牵着她就走

别怕只要在一起

就能穿越黑昼

她的眼睛说

爱太迷人却猜不透

她的脆弱只有我能看透

我们都怕痛

但又好想试着牵手

两颗心隐藏在背后

不敢承诺

不想再难过

丢弃回忆重新来过

让我永远牵着你

把手给我

她说她再也不相信真爱

我能给的安全感也用完

原本的孤单已变成不安

像看穿却又放不下依赖

看着我低头

她说她愿跟我走

好怕让她心碎的

痛又反复折磨

我的眼睛说

笑或泪我都会守候

她是我唯一执着的执着

我们都怕痛

但又好想试着牵手

两颗心隐藏在背后

不敢承诺

不想再难过

丢弃回忆重新来过

让我永远牵着你

把手给我

一个人的精彩

2011-03-19T17:14:00.003+08:00

到底朋友的定义是什么？

难过的时候，找不到人哭诉的时候，我的朋友在哪里？

我的心事想找人谈，我的朋友在哪里？

原来我已经可以，习惯一个人了，朋友在哪里？不稀罕！

心事不一定要找人谈的，只会令人讨厌！

也习惯一个人消化了。

对于那些当我是傻子的人，谢谢你们让我更加看清人类！

原来一个人认识短短时间的人，居然可以比认识很久的朋友，更能抽出时间陪我聊。

原来一个人所说的答应，承诺，永远不可靠！

口口声声说，还是把我当很好的朋友，结果也是消失得无影无踪！

当我被人欺负时，已经开口要他们站在我这边了，但是还是会像有权力的人低头。

这就是人嘛，正常，朋友又怎么样？！我就是不够大！

一个人孤身作战也好，学习得更多。

至少学习到，就算是朋友又怎么样？在我无助的时候踩我一脚！

人，口说，我已经当他是好朋友了，到事情发生的时候，也是不见人！

或许他们才是好朋友！哈哈！

我。。还有朋友吗？也不稀罕！

Imma FOOL!!

2011-03-13T21:47:00.002+08:00

Everybody is treating me like a FOOL!!!

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Everybody is fooling me!!!

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!

SH................

SO HAPPY........!!!

This is what we call 'LIFE'...!!!

HAHAHAHAHA!!!

I was so in love in a song right now..

'Can't believe that imma fool again..

And i who thought you were my friend..

How was I to know?

You never told me!!'

等待

2011-03-11T20:48:00.004+08:00

期待着，

也等待着，

一份，

天赐给我们的礼物。。

是谁说过，有谁做过

2011-03-05T18:09:00.004+08:00

你说过

你的手牵了我的手之后

就不会再松开

没关系

离开你之后

我学会了左手牵右手

你说过

你会忍我的坏脾气一辈子

没关系

离开你之后

我学会了不再这么任性

你说过

你会一直宠我让着我

因为你叫我宝宝

没关系

离开你之后

我学会了不管在任何时候任何地方

都要自己爱自己

你说过

把我丢了之后会回原地找我

带我回家

没关系

离开你之后

我学会遗忘我曾经坚守的地方

你说过

会娶我

会对我负责

没关系

离开你之后

我已经懂得承诺这个东西

是不能轻易给的

你说过

不管多难

都会和我走下去

没关系

离开你之后

心死过一次

我学会如何坚强地一个人生活

你说过

会爱我好久好久

没关系

离开你之后

我学会找个人爱我好久好久

你说过好多好多

离开你之后

我学会了好多好多

我

终于长大

你说的那些好多好多

我要开始遗忘了

我要开始从自己的世界里

一点一点擦取你的痕迹

我要重新开始自己的生活

我要开始为我自己而活

没关系

我知道

你做不到。。。。

不会再有人能让我不快乐！

2011-03-04T00:24:00.000+08:00

黑白

2011-03-03T19:00:00.011+08:00

蓝色天空

看不懂

遗忘了彩虹

汽车拥挤像喧闹的蜜蜂

有谁特别留意我的面容

不管世界多精彩

都看成黑白

没有甚麽很心爱

没有甚麽可不爱

不问声音的由来

我身影

跟着我相依为命

与我跳舞摇摆不停

我世界

寂寞的风平浪静

从来看不到美丽风景

哈哈哈哈

2011-03-02T19:54:00.000+08:00

哈哈！嗨^^
好久没来写心事咯~
原来每个人都是一样的，你没有特别不同的！哈哈
原来你也会在我最需要你时，跟别人一样在对岸指责我的。。哈哈
原来你对我的承诺是说笑罢了哦，哈哈，真好笑!
原来你对我的承诺哦，可以因事而异的哦！哈哈好特别！
原来你以前说过，无论以后我犯了什么错，没有人相信我，你都不会舍得骂我，也不会和其他人一样指责我，
原来那是以前的事哦？哈哈哈原来承诺可以看事情而决定要不要遵守的啊？哈哈好可爱哦！
原来我说了那么久你还不明白我的点！哈哈。。
以前好像是你自己说无论是什么错的哦~今天你却说，你不是小绵羊哦~
哈哈可怜的小绵羊~你到底懂我的意思吗？
哎呀解释都累了~
哈哈每天说我爱你，爱到哪里去啦？哈哈~
哈哈原来你也是判官啊？也要判断谁对谁错然后来讲我啊？
哈哈好公正无私哦！帮理不帮亲？哦~我明白这句话啦终于！哈哈，今天用在我身上咯~！
哈哈我们今天终于有不一样的话题吵架了，很开心！
原来他们已经变成好朋友了哦！哈哈替他们开心！
原来你可以因为其他人而指着我来骂的哦，哈哈你长大咯！好有正义感哦！
我已经学会放开，冷静，原谅，微笑了！我不会生气咯！
哈哈对咯，我终于不生气了耶！好的开始，要为我自己加油！
哈哈原来你们大家一起消失在我的世界是多么的可特别的感觉！
原来我会那么出其不意的开心的哦！
哈哈这是帮理不帮亲！你们懂什么！就算我错了，难道我自己不知道吗哈哈。。
难道需要你来站在跟别人同一阵线来骂我来教训我吗？哈哈
哈哈难道不可以有个人，愿意听我说，无条件支持我，为我加油的吗？哈哈~
难道我知道是我错了需要你一直不断地提醒责骂吗？哈哈~
哈哈原来我们的感情就因为这样而你不想和我谈了阿？哈哈~
哈哈为什么的？？有必要吗？为什么我们总会为了别人的事情而伤害了自己的感情的？
那么特别的~别人是因为自己本身的问题，而我们每天都是朝着别人的问题然后自己的感情变了~哈哈我们最特别了！
以前你不会这样的哦~~现在你最厉害啦！哈哈很好！
以前我说要冷静，不谈了，你不给的哦~~~
现在你自己叫我去冷静，自己不要跟我谈哦~哈哈
我们的感情真脆弱！哈哈应该很快就没有了，你们看吧！
哈哈一段每次为了别人的事而伤害了，赔上了自己的感情，哈哈~应该只有我们咯！
为什么你不尊重我的意愿你却要我尊重你的？哈哈哈~
为什么我说得不听你说得我就要听呢？哈哈哈~~
哈哈哈哈你知道今天你伤我最深吗？哈哈哈哈~~
第一次哦。。。。第一次没了朋友，男朋友也跟着一起消失，哈哈~
原来他不是应该要留在我身边的哦~~哈哈
哈哈原来他还是会让我孤单一个人的~哈哈
哈哈原来指责我的错必顾我的感受来得重要啊？哦？哈哈！
你不再是小绵羊了拉！恭喜恭喜！！哈哈哈
哈哈哈今天第一次被你吓哭哦！你成功摆脱小绵羊拉！哈哈
都说我们感情迟早会变得拉~~都说了你不是以前的你了拉~哈哈
早早分了就好咯。。不用现在大家辛苦。。。哈哈哈
哈哈笑累了。。。。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
一个人也可以很精彩，我不会生气你怪你，不会怨你没遵守你的诺言，哈哈因为我没感觉了！
哈哈既然你get不到我，我也不解释啦！
哈哈。。。哈哈`。。。。原来。。。。
原来不再重视一个人是真的发不起脾气来的哦！哈哈是时候把你们都当成最普通不过的人了！
才不会再执着于某些事情了。。感觉放轻松许多！哈哈
为什么死是那些不应该的人？为什么不是我？
哈哈怎么搞的~我怕没有能力再爱自己哦~~哈哈
哈哈哈哈~~哈哈哈哈~~。。。。。原来。。。。。。原来。。。。
心淡是这种感觉的。。哈哈奇妙！绝啊！

Cam... Cam... Cammy!!!

2011-03-01T22:52:00.002+08:00

Siem Reap

Phnom Penh

Yeah Cammy I will be going to you very very soon~~!!

Wait for me ya!!

See you on 7th Feb 2012 yo!!

Performance

2011-01-01T19:43:00.010+08:00

Yeah this was my first time work as a DANCER and I really like this job as well.

Eventhough im not performing in the best way, but I do ENJOYED. Wahahah...

Here are some pictures~~

Video i cannot upload..loading for very very long....

First night at Helo Bali~

Second night, Here's Ecoba

Still got some other pictures i still havent get back yet~hehe

淡了，累了

2010-12-09T01:16:00.002+08:00

人与人之间，是不是想处越久，问题就也越多。。
‘相爱容易，相处难’
无论是朋友或男友都面对着同样的问题，
到底是我的问题还是他们的问题，我一直得不到一个很好的答案。
为什么我永远不能和我身边的人好好的相处。

朋友
的确不应该计较说，在一段友谊谁付出比较多。
的确不应该去排位说，谁在我心中比较重要。
的确不应该去争取说，我要谁谁谁给我多一点朋友的爱。
的确不应该计较说，他和他比较好，我在他心中是谁。

"每段人与人之间的感情都是独立的。
没有人抢了谁的位置，没有人占霸了谁，没有人是属于谁的。
我爱他，我爱他，他他他。
这些他他他是不干扰对方的。"
或许这句话说得很对。
所以，张XX，我不会再霸住你咯，和你的新朋友玩得开心点吧！

可能这又应该回到是我的问题咯！
一旦我把某个人看得很重要，我就会变得很计较，我会想要他们属于我的，也担心有人将我的位置取代了，也担心他不只对我一个好，担心他被人抢走。
话多话少，内容实情，知道多，一定是好朋友，知道少，就一定不是好朋友。
我是这么想。
我的好朋友我要时刻保持联络，知道大家发生什么事，才不会疏远。
就算没有时刻联络到，但一接通电话第一句一定会是‘死得没呀’。

或许我把‘朋友’两个字看得太重吧。
或许等到有一天，我不再把这两个字看太重，那么我身边，就没有一个值得被我看得重要的人了。就只剩下一些嘻嘻哈哈的朋友了。

男朋友
该怎么表达？
或许我的操控欲太强，我总要对方为了我而改。
没错我很爱他，爱一个人就要接受和包容对方的一切，包括他最烂的缺点。
但是我做不到！我根本没资格说爱他！因为我连那么小的事情都做不到！
到底是他的类型不适合我，
还是我过于挑剔，
还是我过于要求，
我的要求甚至把它改变成不再是原本的他了！
我每次说我不喜欢这样那样，他静静，他说他会改。
但是下一次同样的事情再度发生时，他重犯！
我们每次吵架我都好像一个老师在教他要怎么做！
有时是他的方法用错了我教他，
有时是我不喜欢的事我告诉他，
有时是我要他跟我一样的想法，
有时是我根本不喜欢他那一套！

我不喜欢的我告诉他，他说改，可是到后来又重犯！
我很气，很累，很淡，无力。
我气，为什么明明说好了答应了却做不到。
我累，我说过多少次骂过多少次却没听进去没结果。
我淡，该说的该做了都尝试过还是一样。
无力，我真的没有力气再当老师了。

他过于专制，该高兴还是愤怒？
高兴是有个人那么紧张我，
愤怒是我失去我最想要的自由。

爱，不是一切，
不是因为很爱对方就不可能分手。
分手可以其他原因造成，就算还很爱。
我不知道还能撑多久，
我衰冲动，我很担心。
曾几何时我觉得我找对了人，一个完美的对象，
但为什么我就是接受不了他的缺点？
到底是我要求高还是什么？
我真的不明白到底这样还算不算完美。
我知道每个人都不会是完美，
我也不可能将它变成我心目中完美的那个，
但是我爱他，我又不能忍受他的行为，
你们叫我忍受，我忍，但是我会辛苦我会不开心我会难过，
我不忍，又会演变成什么样的地步？
难道我该放下我的成见？
还是我们应该分开冷静？

The First

2010-11-27T00:42:00.001+08:00

The first time we having our conversation in msn by using webcam =)

The first time we having our conversation in skype with snap shot picture by webcam =)

唯独你是不可取替

2010-11-02T22:54:00.001+08:00

曾听说有许多恋爱没有结果

却剩伤心者感慨

令我都刻意避开

是我不敢相信真爱

但你不惜真心真意对待

竟令我再感到意外

让我献出同样的爱全面喝采

如果今天将失去眼前的一切

剩低清风两袖也不计

唯独你一个是不可给取替

是我生命里的一切

如早知今生跟你有幸可相爱

在当初应更努力为未来

其实我知道是可一不可再

下半生准我留住你一直相爱

1st Anniversary ❤

2010-09-16T22:30:00.009+08:00

At first, wish both of us happy 1st anniversary! ❤
In fact, the actual date is on 9th of oct, we just make it earlier as we will be going back to the 'jungle' soon :(

This is my present for him :)

This is our breakfast,扣肉包

Heading to Sunway Pyramid

Our lunch, Mcdonald

I wished to skate so long already......finally........

Haha i thought it's hard to get up by wearing the 'knife shoes', i was wrong, it's so fun walking by wearing the 'knife shoes'.

Not stable =.=

At last can stand stable on the ice floor ^o^

Skate is FUN!! It's really really fun!!

It was so tiring after skate...then we headed to Sunway Giza for our buffet dinner- Tao

So dissapointed,we didnt make a booking, no places for us...brought us from heaven to the hell.

Thus, we had 1901 hotdog for our pre-dinner.

At last we decided to go for another buffet restaurant @ 1 utama- Shogun by Saisaki.

The pics are blur, took by using hp, due to the restaurant prohibit us to take picture on their foods.

It was just a simple celebration, but i feel so warm.

Again, Happy 1st Anniversary baby,

I ❤ You.

PL101

2010-09-16T17:09:00.001+08:00

Samsung PL101

Our new Samsung camera^^

Bali Bali here we come ^~^

2010-09-09T12:39:00.013+08:00

We already planned for our Bali trip for so long, and we had visited to the 'long-waited' matta fair on 3-5 sept which located in PWTC, we do got some information from those agencies.

At first, we intend to customize the itinerary by ourself, seems that it costs too high, we unable to make it, over our budget.

We even visited to the agency office to get more information or some packages offer, still we couldn't make a final decision whether to follow tour or by free & easy, both of us having different opinions..

Finally, we've decided to do it free & easy.

Therefore, we gotta work for it. We started to search hotels, car rented, map, and some famous places by surfing internet. ( Actually all those stuffs are done by him, i just looking for some nice hotels and villas..hehe )

Yeah! We had booked our flight ticket and hotel & villa, ( car rented still in process ). And we also do arrange the itinerary.

These are the hotel & villa we had booked.

The Yani Hotel ( the cheapest one )

The Melka Excelsior Hotel ( the moderate one )

Villa Kania (the most expensive one )

The flight ticket

Everything almost DONE!

Yeah we were so excited and looking forward to our second trip after Langkawi,--Bali.

Yes, I pretty sure this will gonna be the sweetest honeymoon holiday for us.

Bali, see you soon^^

无主题

2010-08-03T19:09:00.001+08:00

最近总是被很多问题困扰住

不知该向那里抒发

最后想起这里

《大学》

很不明白，在大学，为什么找不到真心的朋友

话说真心朋友，只有在中学时代才会遇到

大学里认识的朋友，都是以利益为前提

不明白，在大学，大家都带着假面具做人，不是真的把心交出来

有些人表面跟你很好可以聊很多事，背后却跟其他人说你的不是，

明明你就把他当真的朋友，他却不是那么想。

很多人只能成为hi-bye朋友，闲来聊两句，没事的话见到都假装见不到

也有些人，一时跟你很好很好，聊心事，喜欢呆在你房间都不想回自己房间，说过你和他是好朋友，对你很好，去那里做什么都会想起你，连你自己也把她当成很好的朋友，把心交出来，好好地对她

但很可惜，原来她有时不是那么想，他喜欢就跟你很好很好，不喜欢连一句话懒得跟你说！甚至有时你根本不知道那里得罪了他！

问她的时候她说没事，只是没有话说，因为他已把我当成他的好朋友，所以才会好像对家人一样随心情摆脸色。

但是很奇怪哦，她对其他朋友还是一样有说有笑哦，就是还是跟你‘冷战’！这时你明白他在想什么吗？我真的很不明白，一个好朋友会这样对他的好朋友吗？我无话可说，我每次都因为他的事很不开心想很多，很多个为什么不断在我脑海浮现，每次看到她，想起她，又不开心，总是很容易被她影响情绪。想尽办法对她好，她总是看不到，不领情，总觉得他对别人比对我好，那干嘛说我是他的好朋友！我想通了，我不会再让自己因为他而搞到自己不开心，我应该对自己好一点，该做的我已经做过了！可是换来一次一次的伤害！

在大学里，虽然可能没有做出什么，但是就会无端端被人讨厌，可能样子得罪他们吧，做人真的很难！为什么那么喜欢讨厌来不爽去呢？

也明白上了大学大家各自都会有自己的新朋友，不可能像以前一样一直找旧朋友，因为他们也会跟新朋友混得很好，虽然自己跟新朋友不好，也不能常找他们！有时会觉得他们比较重视新朋友，自己也不能说什么，谁叫自己跟新朋友混得不好！

《感情》

男生真的比女生爱吃醋！

明明就是对女朋友没有信任感，却坚持说不是！

去到那里，交什么朋友，跟谁信息过，跟谁通过电话都要知道内容！还不信到要检查电话里的谈话内容过后才放心！

有时真的很不喜欢这种感觉，完全没有隐私。

我知道你很爱我，我也很爱你，但是两个人在一起没有信任的话怎能长久？口口声声说相信，但是行动跟你说的话根本就有出入！感觉像被绑住，没有自由。

想想以前我是一个多么爱自由的一个人，就算有男朋友我也是一个自由的人，或许现在是我的报应吧！

我只能接受，可能你是因为太爱我才会这样，或许我应该换个角度看，我应该高兴，有个人这样为我。

我总是很不明白，像我这样的一个人，为什么会让我拥有这么一个完美的他，很不明白，我不是应该接受我的报应的吗？

以前我总是很快结束一段感情，很快就没有感觉，但是不知怎么，朋友每个问我，对他不会闲咩？我居然回答不会，而且每天见他每天都很新鲜。

明天就是我和他在一起的第三个一百天，就是三百天了啦，真的很高兴。每个女生都希望找到一个可以为她们着风挡雨男人，很庆幸我遇到了，希望他能永远都这样不会变啦，也希望他可以变聪明。

最近很喜欢一首歌，是蓝色生死恋的主题曲的英文版，特别喜欢这一段---

Cant take away the need of you

Nothing alse can touch her in deep

Try to hold her in your arms of love

Its just a way, to help her show her joy

Ohh~~

Angel’s gonna prove her love to you

Like never done before

You are the sun, you are the air and water

High up in her soul

Everytime she’s moving to the place

She doesn’t know the name

She needs to know that you will stay beside her

Never let her go on her own

My one and only

2010-07-29T22:25:00.002+08:00

Baby if you wanna love me

Gotta show me all the things you do

To keep me your one and only

To keep my love all for you

Baby if you wanna love you

Gotta show me all the things you do

To keep me your one and only

To keep my love all for you

I made you who you are now

I'll take the credit and the blame

I changed you into someone special

I made it boy you're not the same

I know you don't understand

How could I do such a thing to you

I took control of your life

I didn't care if you wanna me to

Baby if you wanna love me

Gotta show me all the things you do

To keep me your one and only

To keep my love all for you

Baby if you wanna love you

Gotta show me all the things you do

To keep me your one and only

To keep my love all for you

Keep me you one and only

Wanna be your one and only

To keep me you one and only

❤Hopefully you'll understand me❤

The night

2010-06-28T18:30:00.002+08:00

This is a good night for us..
Daniel and i went to sing k at time square neway..
Haha yea we are a little bit 'crazy'...
We sing for the midnight session,which is 12am to 4am..syok!!
We sang many many many songs..
I'm happy to be with him,at least i feel 'free'..
Afterthat he intend to send me home..i refuse..
Feel like dont wanna going back so early..
Therefore he took me hanging around KL area by his motor..
Feel good riding on his motor..he drove fast,but safe..
We finally stopped at solaris mont kiara..
We chat a lot,we share a lot of things..
He is my best listener,i like to share my things with him..
Maybe we are just too knowing each other..we understand each other..
Anyway,thanks to him for accompany me whenever i face some problem or something else..
He willing to spend time with me and just listen to me..
Feel great for having such close friend in my life..
It's really a good night for me..

Malacca Trip with my Sweethearts ❤

2010-06-15T17:30:00.053+08:00

1st day 07/10

The trip we've waiting for so long finally came to us!
Yea its our sweet sweet Malacca trip!!
3d2n Malacca Trip!!
Our team member~
Karmun, Puimun, Siinyan, Sweeteng, Seehow, Dailo, Yenlee and I,8 of us..
We gather at bukit jalil LRT station at 8 something early in the morning.
Our bus is at 9am.
We do planned our programmes in the bus,for that day and also for the coming 2 days.
Puimun has shown her effort in searching for the information and noted down.
We arrived at Malacca Sentral around 11am. and we straight get a rented taxi to our apartment.
Our apartment is just nearby the sea..
It was so comfortable and and the decoration is relaxing,just like our 'home'..
There are 3 bedrooms..with 2 king size bed and 2 single bed and another 2 additional mattresses.

After checked in our apartment,we straight headed to A'famosa Safari World!!

The Animals~~~~
Huge and smelly elephant~

The camel~

Pity little donkey..

Educated 'ostrich'~looking at the board~

Love ostrich meat~

The oldest goat~

Laughing goat~

Our free lunch..Taste BAD!!

The wooden ferry that brought us to the Monkey Island.

Some'thing' has stopped me to move forward!! grrk...! why place this 'thing' at there...=.=" no comment

The jonker street~鸡场街~

We do shop a lot in sam sok gong(三叔公)~

We've found a nyonya restaurant-Taragon,it just nearby the jonker street..the view is just too nice:)

Zap Choi(杂菜）~yum yum~~

Sambal squid~~fuyoh thumb up!!

Lemak Nenas Prawn~~super nice!!

Brinjaul~delicious!!

Fried Tauhu~Nice~

Ayam Penyet~Yummy Yummy~~

The belacan is really nice~really really nice~

Act like a little girl~

2010-06-15T16:48:00.021+08:00

2nd day 08/10

We have our breakfast at 'home',yea my breakfast prepared by teng(gardenia bread with tuna) and how c(a cup of soya)..as i woke up late~hehe Thanks to u two!!

We are desperate for the water park since yesterday~
Finally.......
Yeah A'famosa Water world..we are coming!!

Pity yan~~hehe

Nice ohh~

Sweet yo~~

This one really really shuang~~we'd played for many times~~

This is very dangerous..随时会飞出来..better not to play if u visit to the water world!

Sexy baby yan with her blue blue bikini~

Miss Universe~

Eat like the begger..so狼狈..

The Sleeping Buddha~

Taking shuttle bus to our next destination-Cowboy town

Reached Cowboy town~we are so disappointed on it..nothing nothing to see..waste our money...

Nama only 'kopitiam'~the prices is '6 class kopitiam'..we choose to not order any foods,we just order drinks,its really too expensive...a bowl of mee cost Rm12...
This night our dinner gao dim in 7eleven--maggi cup&breads..

Oh no! Im in love with them...the so called cowboy,their body shape so nice,how strong they are!! feel like wanna hug hug them...hehe

The Chic Show~they let the real chicken out to perform too...swt..i've no idea with it....wondering why...luckily im not sitting downstairs...scare scare=.=

After watching to the elephants shows.i started to love them,eventhough they are huge..but they are cute!!

Firework~

The end of the Carnival show~

The end of our Day 2 in Malacca~
Time passed so fast~

2010-06-15T16:12:00.021+08:00

3rd day 09/10

The last day for our sweet trip~
All of us woke up quite late this day ,hehe the most 'lan fen' is ah lee and I~
Last night we've tried Nyonya foods,this day we would like to try the other famous food in malacca-鸡粒饭。

The most Famous鸡粒饭in jonker street..crowded with people..

The most famous food in malacca鸡粒饭~

Cendol~~super nice!!

Durian Puff..delicious dao~~~~~~~~~~~~

The Red colour group^^

The sweetiesss~

The famous Dataran Pahlawan

We've bought a special hand strap for our own,as our memories in malacca~

This is Mine one~

~The End~

My sweet 21st big day❤

2010-06-12T18:16:00.075+08:00

3rd of June
Yeah Caring date me at my birthday eve night..desperate for it!!
Caring is just too caring..
As i've complain for always being driver many times...(actually im glad to be your driver:P)...they finally let me have a good rest on my big day^^
They found a driver for me(see how)..haha thanks!!
He picked me up on 7pm sharp to Cowboy Steakhouse..
Once i board on his car,i found someone 'special' on the front seat..Lolz is Yang Yang..Surprise!! hehe..
WOW...the number of attendants 'surprise' me again..
After our meal,they hold a big cake out which the whole cake is full of cream..
I know their purpose for buying a creamy cake...................chong kar mun!!
As what yan done on her birthday celebration...i do the same also!!
Yiak............im suk lui leh...........but im enjoying it^^hehe
We chat alot... took alot of pictures...

Huilee come out from washroom wearing a white colour sweater and keep asking me..'leng lou?? leng mou??....grrrk.....showing off!! but i knew is my PRESENT!
Coz I mentioned to karmun before that i want a ROXY sweater..haha..but come out with SODA..hehe yea i love it too^^ my favourite colour-white+sky blue.
I didnt mind about the brand. keke:)
My birthday card...wow its really unbelievable that it is made by Yan..
How creative she is...haha yea she did put alot of effort on it~
I really like it,eventhough im not showing my 'super happy' face..
I just keep my feeling in my heart..thanks alot lot and appreciate! Muakss....
Haha well....besides the sweater and the card,i received an extra present from the boss..
Hehe he gave a feeding bottle...so cute...so funny...was it represent i grown up already doesn't need the feeding bottle anymore? wondering......he still emphasized that the bottle is imported.
At the end, not forgot to Thanks to:
Karmun
Puimun
Siinyan
Sweeteng
Huilee
Puisan
Tailo
Ronald
Kaiyaw
Seehow
Jinyang
JohnMerican
Junjie
for attending my birthday celebration!!
I Love You~~

After celebrate with my buddies,is the time for me and baby...
He took me to FBI Cafe,which located in Subang Jaya ss15.
He find an excuse to washroom while im talking on phone...
and then i saw he carried out a cake when i just hang up my call...
he sang birthday song to me...he sang it beautifully...
He gave me a necklace bought in Wah Chan jewellery shop...and a card made by himself also...haha its really 'special'....but then i love it too...really really super duper LOVE!!
Cannot post the picture here...later he not dare to make card for me jor...hehe

4th of June
We woke up early and went to the Pudu market.
We bought crabs,prawns,vege,'longevity' noodles,bacon and the pork preserved by his mom...
We intend to cook a meal by ourselves rather than have a meal in restaurant...
Its really tiring...i bet we have no next time to cook a meal by ourselves,next time i rather to pay more for a really comfortable meal...:P
But we have fun too^^with different feeling...
After do do har this, and do do har there...already 5 something,wat he had planned cant go smooth already...*kind of disappointed*
At night,we went to niu zhe xui (牛车水）located in PJ.
Haiz disappointed again....all the shops closed,nth to see and shop.
But there is a famous restaurant-Full House..
Can see most of the customers crazy in taking pictures at there...
Their menu is quite special and kind of thick..
We ordered 2 drinks, chocolate+mint topping with cream and ice honey milk with pearl...they didnt charge extra for the pearl...keke would like to visit again next time.

On my big day I've received a bracelet from mommy,
Sweater,card and cake from Caring,
Bottle from Cowboy Steakhouse,
Necklace,card and cake from Baby,
Clothes and Cake from brother,
Handphone strap from aunty,
Cash money from uncle and dad,
Fragrance from fun and wen,
Thanks all of YOU!!

Well i feel great for my day eventhough i keep complaining to baby this and that and this and that...Im sorry...
I feel comfortable when we're being together no matter what...
I appreciate what u've done for me...and i know i shouldn't complain too much and require more than u could give me...
I promise i will appreciate what u can give me and what u done for me in the coming future...
Happy Birthday to Me...
I Love You Carings...
I Love You Baby...

Singapore Trip 290510

2010-06-01T16:49:00.000+08:00

This is the first outing for me and baby after...dont know how long since baby started to work ady...he wants to earn more money so that we can travel to a farer place in the coming sem break:)
I love the night he sleep at my house(not my room har..),before i sleep i can see him,after wake up i can see him also and watch his sleeping face and pose! cute!
Baby,one day for sure i cant control myself to upload your cute picture to share with ppl here..
Since i've complain so many times and i bet he is very 'fan' with me ady,so he planned to bring me to go THE CURVE,IKANO and IKEA.
After took my breakfast,which prepared by my baby,we drive to there.

I like the way he hold my hand and shop shop shop..and he PAY!!
Ji mui,i've found THE GARDEN at the curve,the environment is nice..we should try one day.
We had our lunch at芝麻绿豆,watched ah beng tv show while eating..
Afterthat we continue to shop!
Before going back we had our dinner at龙的传人.
Their小笼包taste damn good! like it!
Its so tiring after shop around 6hrs there..but then we have no time to take a good rest,because there is another outing is waiting for us! Yea Singapore we're coming!
This is the first time baby travel with me and my family..i feel good~~
We took 10pm bus to there..after stop at 2 customs which are Muar custom and SG custom,finally we reached SG at 5am.

The tour guide brought us to the Casino of Genting Resort and leave us for 5hrs there..

Baby and i tried to enter the Casino but we failed!!
They check our passport and found that we are still 'under age',they BLACKLIST us!! So fish.......
What to do? SG rules so straight...ceh!blacklist wor......
We took our breakfast at Toast Box with my bros and 1 of the aunty's son...

It is quite expensive...1 set of breakfast,with contain 2 pieces of baked toast,2 half-boiled eggs and a cup of tea cost us $4.oo++,change into RM around RM9 for the set...
After our breakfast,we sit outside the Casino and wait for mom,dad and grandma..they promise just go in look around then come out..
Baby and i take a lot of ss picture while waiting for them.

Promoting Lumix camera~

They came out and we took a train travel around Sentosa,well i think it is just a half round of it,its free of charge,so we travel many rounds...

Pity baby^^

Handsome baby^^

At 10am,the tour guide took us to Guan Yin temple which is the most famous temple in SG..they leave us for 1 and a half an hr...we are so rush and no free time for us to shop at there and buy something..
Afterthat go back to kl lu....
Before reach kl we stopped at Seremban烧包城for our dinner.
I would not like to travel by a tour trip again! never ever again!
Keep rushing on time,waiting for the aunties,shop nothing...haiz...
This kind of experience,for me, one time that is more than enough!
Sorry friends i've no time to buy u guys souvenirs...i also didnt buy anything for myself...hehe
Langkawi and Singapore trip have ended,now i'm waiting the malacca trip with my besties!! Woohoo...

2010-05-23T15:58:00.000+08:00

2nd day 21/05

Going to island hoping by speedboat..

Fat&old&fierce monkey...

SS in the car~

waiting for the skybridge to re-open..had been closed due to the weather problem=.=

Nice view at oriental village...

Having dinner at wonderland restaurant..hehe lobster again..

2010-05-23T15:50:00.000+08:00

3rd day 22/05

Never forget to take a picture with the 200k mitsubishi car before we go to the airport..香车配美人!

Still have more trip coming up next week and next next week..hehe cant wait anymore...

Langkawi Trip 2

2010-05-22T21:40:00.000+08:00

1st day 20/05

Early in the morning,once we have well prepared,we took a cab to KL Sentral..
Afterthat we took skybus to LCCT..

LCCT..

My Boarding Pass

Excited..1st time take plane:p Really excited!! Eventhough it was a short journey..it took us ngam ngam 1hr to reach our destination,Pulau Langkawi..very punctual!

Well...there is something make me disappointed..the stewardess of Air Asia was not that beautiful............but their smile is nice!

Reach Langkawi Airport

Langkawi Airport..so small

Our rent car..its Mitsubishi Grandis car if not mistaken..it worth RM200k++..

Our Resort-Perdana Beach Resort

Makam Mahsuri

Lolx im fut tai also..:p

Eagle Bay..my family..

My jiu mu..

Blacksand beach ^0^

The end of the 1st day in Langkawi Island..
Haha SS more..coz it was the 2nd time been there..nth special feeling..
Travel with different people having different feeling..well,both are great!

我的未来老公是这样的

2010-03-16T14:23:00.000+08:00

1. 我打他他不还手，我骂他他不还口。

2. 我叫他站，他不敢坐，不是因为他听话，是他尊重我。

3. 我需要的东西，他不要我麻烦自己买，他会买给我。

4. 怕我吃不饱，每次买很多很好吃的东西给我吃。

5. 不给我吃快熟面，就算再不的空也要回来陪我吃，或买给我吃。

6. 不会介意我笑他的缺点，但是如果他笑我，我会一拳过去，大发脾气。

7. 温柔体贴，跟我说话好像在跟小孩子说话。

8. 我说过一次我喜欢他的香水，他每次一见我就会喷那香水。

9. 不介意帮我买女性用品，也不介意帮我拿。

10. 每晚睡前会说‘baby,我真的真的很爱很爱你’。

11. 我发脾气，他不曾埋怨，很耐心的哄回我，就算我过分，我闹分手。

12. 我大声，他不敢比我大声。就算我是无理取闹，他也静静地听我骂，哪怕是在大庭广众。

13. 我做错事他不会骂我，他就是觉得我是对的。

14. 就算他没有做错事也会拼命道歉说是他的错。

15. 在我家人，朋友面前表现得比平时疼爱我。

16. 我有很多要求，他每一次都会拼了命的帮我达到，不管是多么的麻烦，辛苦。

17. 我看中的东西，就算他没有钱，他也会买给我，给我惊喜，哪怕那东西很贵。

18. 我试鞋子时，他会帮我拿鞋子，拿袜子，不会嫌肮脏，不会大男人。

19. 每次逛街他只拖我手，不曾搂腰搭肩，因为我们都觉得，拖手比其他的小动作来的幸福，温暖。

20. 而且每次拖手他都会把我的手夹紧紧，好像要告诉全世界的人他有我是多么的幸福，怕我走掉。

21. 身上每次出去都会带着纸巾，我出汗时他会拿纸巾给我，吃饱了他会拿纸巾给我，去厕所他也会说‘等一下’，把纸巾给我，然后会站在厕所前面等我。

22. 吃东西时他会先帮我夹菜，然后才自己吃，而且每样夹一些，把我的碟子铺到满满的。

23. 逛街时他会帮我提包包，也会帮我拿我买的东西，让我两手清闲，不会要我辛苦。

24. 我吃不完的可以丢给他，他不会介意吃我吃剩的。

25. 每次吵嘴他都会买很多好吃的给我，要求什么有什么，有时不说，他也知道。因为他知道我很贪吃，用吃的就可以买回我的心。

26. 每次在他面前称赞别的男生，羡慕别人的男朋友他不生气，他会做得比他们更好。

27. 每次让我觉得自己很像公主，总是让我可以感受到被人对我投以羡慕的眼光。

28. 虽然没有联名户口，但是他有钱就会存进我的户口，他说是我们的旅游基金。其实是我没有钱花的时候可以从那里提。

29. 他的钱也不介意让我用，因为我说过，他的钱是我的钱，我的钱是我的钱，就算我用在不该用的地方，买不该买的东西。

30. 告诉我不可以省钱，尤其是吃方面，但是他自己却很省很省。

31. 帮我修好了电脑，但是电脑还有问题，我知道是电脑问题，但是我就是爱骂他出气，他还可以笑着说‘baby不要气啦，等下你看完戏拿回来，我再帮你看看’。

32. 永远把我摆在很重要很重要的位置，甚至可以和他妈妈站在同一阶。

33. 爱叫我baby。不单只是叫，他把我当成baby一样照顾，呵护。

34. 来我家找我会打包东西给我吃，不只是我，还有我家人的。吃前他会帮我倒在碗里，吃后他会帮我洗碗，把我的家当成自己的家。

35. 会和我家人打好关系，也时常在他家人面前说我很多很好的话。

36. 和家人去旅行，也会在他家人面前提到我，在他家人面前为我买裤子，在他家人面前买手信给我家人。

37. 常常想要带我去很特别的地方玩，就算不够钱，也会想到不够钱也有不够钱的玩，但就是要玩！

38. 对我非常的有耐性，比我爸爸妈妈还要耐性。

39. 为我改掉以前的坏脾气，孩子气，不曾对我发脾气。

40. 眼里只有我，不会理会别人对我们投以什么眼光，我们就是我们。

41. 骂他笨，没有脑，他还对我笑嘻嘻。

42. 在大庭广众对我好，不怕别人笑。

43. 时常在计划我们的将来，现在在做的事都是在为着我们的将来。

44. 认定我就是他的最后一个女人。

45. 一直跟我说，我们一定要永远在一起。我们要到很老很老。。

安全感

2010-02-02T01:22:00.000+08:00

总是有一种很不踏实的感觉...
觉得很没有很没有安全感...
很害怕很害怕...
原来事情真的发生在自己身上时...
会有不同的想法...
无法想象以后会变得怎么样...
是不是像现在一样...
还是会改变...
真的很害怕...

感慨，庆幸，珍惜。

2010-01-16T14:06:00.001+08:00

不知道为什么，最近总是很感慨...感慨生命很短暂，今天不知明天事...
可能有了特别想要珍惜的人，才会有这种感觉吧...总觉得陪在他身边的时间不够多...
在这世界上，下一秒会发生什么事都无法预料...
所以要珍惜现在所拥有的，现在所有的并不是必然的，有努力才会有成果.所谓要割禾，就要学会弯腰...
现在所拥有的，是以前努力拚回来的...不是侥幸得到的...
有一本书这么写着，现在所做的，是以前梦想要做，想要实现的...我们才会在这里...
曾经我这么后悔进大学，听了朋友一番话后，想想，进大学的却是我以前的梦想！所以我在这里。
就算多么的不喜欢，也得继续把我的路走完！毕竟这是我自己的选择！没有人逼我...
我会努力把自己融入这个环境，尝试去喜欢这个环境，这里的人...
很庆幸，有他。在这陌生的环境，还好有他的陪伴与支持，才不至于那么孤独。
因为我很少会去认识新朋友，所以新朋友不多。
最近看到身边很多朋友的感情出现问题，很感慨为什么一段感情那么的脆弱。
虽然我和他才短短三个月，以后的事不知道，但目前我们很好很好。他是那么的迁就我，疼我。
真的很庆幸，他选择我。

Christmas Eve 2009

2010-01-10T13:55:00.000+08:00

本来今天平安夜约了家人一起出去吃饭庆祝的，所以就没有和他约会，让他和他朋友一起庆祝..
结果被舅舅放了飞机，害我一个人，什么约会也推了！甚至也没得和他一起过，因为他约了朋友..
真是失望！原以为第一次的圣诞可以和他开开心心的去那里那里庆祝，吃个小饭也好..哎..气死！
晚上居然有朋友约我去club..我还在犹豫...犹豫...心里其实很想要去！因为不甘心一个人留在家里..
可是想到家人，朋友，和他都不喜欢我去..就只好不去了..其实有点后悔..:p
晚上一个人就早点睡了，边听那首'you are the love of my life'..一直重复在听..越听越有感觉..
也在想着一个被我放了飞机的人，他应该很开心的在庆祝着..希望他会快乐..
突然见某人开我房门..是baby!真的真的很惊喜很惊喜..
看到他真的很开心很感动..
抱着他,哭湿了他的肩膀..看他一脸疲惫的样子，知道他从朋友那里赶过来陪我过十二点..
他手上还拿着一罐亲手做的饼干..还有两个心形的呢！
他真的很累......整脸就一个'累'字！
后来我才知道，他和我小弟kap埋，两个人在sms，确保我有在家他才过来,难怪我小弟一直叫我不要出门..
其实,在特别的节日,也不需要特别庆祝,只要..我和他在一起，我是真的很开心...
但还是会希望下一个圣诞过的不一样.. 哈哈

宝贝的生日

2009-12-23T15:58:00.000+08:00

9/12从uum很开心很兴奋的赶回来kl..心情真的很开心，因为十多天没有见到他了..
我们晚上约了他帮他庆祝生日！嗯..第一次帮男朋友庆祝生日，心情特别紧张想为他准备最好的！
晚上和家人吃过饭就赶紧去买礼物和蛋糕了。
他是特地搭车来找我的，所以趁他还没有到我就飞车把蛋糕先送去look out point的一间西餐厅，
因为要给他一个惊喜！
结果我迟了去接他，害他站着等了半小时多..
接了他又飞车去look out point,因为book了时间不好迟到。book了好位子靠边看风景吹风..
在车上给他制造惊喜，送礼物给他，，结果他没有表情..

是renoma的钱包

在restaurant里也打算给他一个惊喜，播生日歌然后waitress捧着蛋糕出来..
可是它也是没有惊喜到！对我自己所做的plan有点失望..
看不到我要的效果..

10/12这天是他的生日，所以打算特别点，带他上云顶！
嗯..其实是懒惰plan..因为上云顶就用了大半天啦！
我很想他开心..但是看来我的计划又不是很成功！我真的不是个好女朋友！哎..

晚上他请我到time square BBQ PLAZA吃晚餐！
其实我觉得很开心，他也说很开心，也不知道是不是真心的！
这是我第一次帮男朋友庆祝生日，我很用心的去想去计划..
我很希望他感受得到，但是他似乎没有什么感觉到..跟平常一样..
讲真是有点低落..

Langkawi trip^^

2009-11-25T13:04:00.000+08:00

The first day, 21/11

Early in the morning we took sapu car to kuala perlis jetty..

We settled down all the stuff in jetty.. bus ticket going back to kl.. rent car.. island hoping ticket..and so on..

We now in the ferry going to Langkawi island^^

The car we rent..RM140 for 2days..

The motel we stayed in.. is so nice.. RM88 per night..

We walked along the street at the 1st nite..i like this feeling so much.... A lot of guai lou here..the street is juz look like our bukit bintang street..

haha we love Langkawi~ we are just too lovely^^

The second day..22/11

We reach a beach,called 'Beras Basah Island'^^

This is pregnant maiden island^^ Can see a pregnant women lying?? From left, her head..her breast..her stomach..

We are on the boat going to 'Island hoping'.. Syok oh!!! RM35 per person..

We are now at 'Tasik Dayang Bunting'..

Makam Mahsuri^^
Entrance fee RM5..

We went to an unknown beach..haha..juz beside to the blacksand beach..there is a lot of weird weird stone here..

The 2nd nite we had our dinner at 'wonderland restaurant'..the foods here are so cheap.... Hence,we ordered lobster..haha so so so so so so so so so HO CHAK!!!! Our dinner cost us RM105..

The third day, 23/11

The entrance of 'underwater world' ticket cost RM28 per person..

The africa penguin^^ if im not mistaken>.<> Inside the 'underwater world'^^ the fish is so so so so crazily 'huge'....hahahahah

Yeah finally we reached 'Langkawi Cable Car'..the place i hope to visit very long time ago.. SYOK!!!!! Rm15..

Yeah Yeah we are in the cable car now.. SYOK SYOK SYOK!!!!

the 'mou dek dai hoi geng' taken on the skybridge^^

We are now on the 'sky bridge'.....真的无法形容当时的心情！！爽！！

SkyBridge~ I like this^^

SkyBridge~~ Lovely picture~~

We went to Langkawi Kraf complex... there is nothing special inside,quite bored... Just all about Malaysia cultural...

Here is 'Blacksand Beach'...its so amazing^^

Before we take ferry back to kuala perlis jetty,we still sempat visit to eagle square^^our trip is so complete now...

In this 3 days 2 nights langkawi trip...we do spend a lot...but i believe that is worthy...we almost visited all the famous places...we almost travel the whole langkawi island...

Its so unforgettable experience...we really had fun and enjoy our trip^^ Love...

吉打一日游 9/11

2009-11-11T15:48:00.000+08:00

昨天刚考完一张paper,所以今天就和他约好租车出去一游！

早上十点半我们就出发到alor setar去。去到一间百货公司pasific，吃了很久都没吃的mcd。。

之后我们就开车到gunung keriang,又名水晶山。

很可惜没有导游的带领，所以我们不能上去看那山洞，只能在山脚下逛逛。。

山脚下有很多卖水晶的摊子。我们各买了一条一样的水晶手链^^还和老板娘谈了很久，聊了很多关于水晶的知识。。

之后我们就前往muzium padi，在吉打可是很出名的一个旅游胜地。里面都是看一大幅人手画的吉打风景。。很壮观，但我却没有同感，可能我不会欣赏吧？哈哈。。

原本打算要去gua kelam,也是在perlis很出名的旅游胜地！

可惜时间不够，因为太远了，

之后我们就决定到perlis码头走走，然后吃晚饭。

过后趁还有点时间，就到kangar走走。。

7.30pm就开车回大学了，因为我们都搭10点的巴士回kl。

吉打到处都是绿油油的稻田~

吉打塔~

gunung keriang~水晶山~

其实今天也是我们在一起的第一个月，我们会开开心心地走下去。

他比较特别，跟我以往喜欢的类型相反，

但是他让我看见一个人的影子，并不是说把他当成代替品。。

因为那个他不可能被任何人取代！

只是。。以前犯过的错，不想重犯，所以会特别珍惜。。

之前的恋情都很短暂，希望。。我真的想。。好好的一直走下去。。

'如果我变成回忆'这首歌，

我想。。有几句我也是要送给你。。

连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去，

这样不公平，

请你尽力，把我忘记。

你的部落格，我还是会留意的。

=.=

2009-08-12T16:33:00.000+08:00

taman rusa^^

view of the lake..aha blue blue..Those ppl berkayak here...

our golf field..picture captured on the bus,not very clear...

the largest 'kuliah'..

My room^o^the left hand side,looks tidy leh...

My bed with blue blue mickey bedsheet..my baby is on my bed..

前一阵子都很忙，近几天才的空下。都在忙assignments and exams.前俩那天考完试，assignments也赶完！所以第一时间就继续看我的烈火雄心^^第一次在异乡过国庆日，就和朋友出去走走逛逛，结果大意掉了matric card都不知道，隔天就去弄回一个新的了，哎真是无事出街小破财啊！

近来.........也为了某些事而烦恼，感情事真的.....有也烦没有也烦...怎么做都会伤害到其中一方，面对感情的事我承认我真的不善于处理，也很容易被困扰住。很多时候想要逃避，但是逃避会对大家制造更多的伤害我明白。

对于你，我真的不知怎么面对，我想说的是，两个人不能拿来作比较，不是认识时间比较长的问题，就算我留在吉隆坡也是对你一样的。感觉这回事就是那么的奇妙，有的人你每天见面认识很久，但是就是缺乏那种感觉。反而有的人只是认识短短的时间，就产生出一种莫名的感觉。人与人之间就是这样的奥妙。无可否认我对他的感觉真的对你的不一样，无论我和他有没有在一起我和你真的不可能。嗯..........或许......没有他的出现，我们应该有可能吧....或许...................啊我到底在说什么！但是这都不可能发生的了，因为他已经出现，答案也已经在我心里面了。

这些话我也跟你说过很多遍，我真的没有话好说了。我知道你很用心，你很好，有担当，认真，你连我们的未来你都安排好，但是请原谅我不会是你未来的一部份，真的勉强不来，希望你明白，请不要再说等我了，我不值得。请你放下我。

^^大学的生活^^

2009-07-27T11:26:00.000+08:00

开学的第一天，没有家人的陪伴，因为爸妈都得陪弟弟，他也是在perlis读大学。由于朋友都和我住不同的宿舍，所以我一个人来到大学自己登记。真得很怕，因为我不是一个独立的人，凡是爱依靠别人，结果这么重要的事却自己搞定！登记了就各自回已被安排好的房间。我的房间--两个人一间，两张床，两个橱，两个书桌。。算蛮大也蛮舒服的^^整理好房间了，爸妈打来说要来看我，好开心，我不是寂寞的人了。。

来到这里我真得很不习惯，心里很想念家，很不想留在这里，一想到离开家，就会忍不住掉下眼泪，真地想过放弃！还好那段低潮的日子，都有很多关心我的朋友在陪我，开解我，就算是隔着电话也感觉他们的关心。特别是他，自从我来到uum，他每天都会信息我，关心我，让我不会那么寂寞，也慢慢的放开了我的心结。一个星期的orientation,真得很辛苦，每晚都两点才可以睡。第一个星期里也认识了很多朋友，我的室友也是一个很好的室友。

orientation week终于熬过了！可以正常的上课了！大学跟中学有很大的分别，就是他们的system.让我们觉得很不能适应，跟不上！中学里，学校什么都会替我们什么都按排妥当;但在这里，什么都得自己高定，自己去找，听别人说。。很乱！

一天一天的过去，慢慢适应了这里的环境，这里的天气，这里的人。。开始上课了，但都不知上来干什么，一班有好几百个人。。根本没有在听课。。而且我这学期的时间表排得很美，很多空当时间，所以都躲在房间和朋友用电脑看戏^.^v

有时假期没上课，就会和朋友搭车出去changloon or jitra or alor setar逛逛，吃华人餐，吃快餐！这里就像被困在森林，什么最新咨询都收不到！就连电台也只收到泰国的电台，因为这里真得很靠近泰国！住宿舍的生活是比较自由，想做什么，想约朋友到那里见面也很容易！大学的设备很好很齐全，什么游动都可以随时去玩，因为已经付了钱！有squash,tennis,泳池，泛舟，踏脚车，golf,go-kart等等等等。。还有红毛丹圆，taman rusa..所以就算假期也不会觉得无聊没事干。

开学至今已经第三个星期了，加上orientatian week，在大学的日子已经一个月了，一切都适应了，都安定下来了，跟新朋友越来越熟悉，当然跟就朋友依然没改变！身边的新朋友都很好相处，很好人，会互相帮忙。。和室友感情也很好，每晚他都会跟我分享心事才睡觉。

26/7没想到第一次回到kl竟会是因为h1n1的关系！由于本大学很多人中了h1n1，所以学校被停课一个星期！大家真的好像在逃命似的，因为学校已经禁止外面的车辆近来，也下令会在某个时间关闭大门，大家都担心回不了家买不到票，纷纷很匆忙的随便打包行里搭车出去alor setar买票！由于很多都买不到票，位子又满了，所以我们一班朋友也只勉强买到凌晨一点半的车票回家！本人的心情也没什么兴奋，因为根本没有心理准备！但是回到家的感觉真得很好！我一定要在这一星期内好好享受我家里，我房间的‘味道’！哈哈^^

~决定性的一天~

2009-06-20T13:56:00.000+08:00

今天是我大学录取的成绩公布。很可惜没能亲眼见证那事实的诞生，因为不在家，所以只好找朋友的帮忙。其实对于今天我是没什么特别的感受。总有种感觉一定会去到很远的地方。虽然知道成绩的那一刻心情很不是滋味，但是后来知道很多朋友都和我同一间大学总算放心。

呜呜我被派到去kedah UUM读marketing..没有其他选择，读form6那么辛苦，考试那么辛苦等的就是这一天。所以一定会去。最让我不开心的就是要读4年！！很生气！！无端端要多读其他人一年!还有的就是只有一个星期准备，28就要过去报道了=.="所以在这一星期里面要做很多东西,最重要的就是约朋友出来见个面!

傍晚时分就和我最要好的那班朋友相约了去尖东喝个茶，最主要就是谈下我们去读书的事。很幸运的朋友里面很多都拿到大学。没拿到的也有各自的目标。大家都为了各自的前途努力。无论如何怎样都好，在追逐前途梦想之余，大家稳固的感情不能有所动摇！真正的朋友就算在一起不说一句话都不会觉得尴尬，真正的朋友无论去到多远多就没见感情依然在彼此心中不会变质！

喝完茶过后就和一个朋友搭的士去timesquare找我们那班之前一起做工的朋友。因为他们答应过我拿到成绩之后会陪我哭陪我笑！哈哈！他们就是在我做工时要好的朋友。而他。。。今晚也是有一起来。。原本不想让他知道我去那里读书的，但是来不通知我朋友，他们就约了他。。

我们去TARC附近喝茶。。哇那里夜生活真是热闹。。我们去到一间民歌餐厅叫LITTLE TREE。在车上我坐前座，吃东西也坐他前面，都是我同事的鬼动作！他就坐在我前面，不是我多心，我知道他的眼神时不时又在我身上，吃东西他会叫我点我最爱的署条，会跟以前一样问我要不要试吃他的东西，甜点来的时候他会问我要不要吃。。他跟我说话我不敢望他，也不是很想跟他说话。。大家也拍了些照片。。十二点多就回了。他送我上楼，跟以前一样，很爱摸我的头。。他摸摸我的头对我说，去那么远小心点，专心读书，不要再乱想，有去槟城就去找我。。

^^My 20th birthday^^

2009-06-10T11:16:00.000+08:00

03/06晚上和以前一起工作过的朋友去喝茶，他们陪我度过十二点，我的电话也不停在响，谢谢大家的祝福哦！连我最意想不到的两个人居然也会信息祝福我。。心里甜的不得了。。很开心！

04/06这天是我生日，依旧需要工作。很累，因为昨晚和朋友喝茶到很夜。今天的心情不知为什么总是提不起劲，闷闷不乐的，没心情。。好不容易挨到7点放工了，换好衣服就准备和我那班最要好的朋友见面。在fitting room换好衣服就看见我同事冲进来递一份礼物给我，是seed的钱包，一个我喜欢了很久的钱包。当时的我真得很惊喜，没想到他们那么有心。之后就乘坐朋友的车去e食无忧，他们在那里替我庆祝生日。到了那里见到大家心情才好了些。他们送了我一条项链，特别有意思的项链，很感动，很喜欢。

一个很久不见得好朋友居然出现给了我一个很大的惊喜！他送了我一个台灯，很感谢他的出席（因为真得很难才见到他）哈哈！那天我很开心，真得很开心！如果没有我这般朋友，我的生日就会一个人过了！我真的打从心里爱他们。。他们让我过了一个既不孤单又温馨的20岁生日！肉麻的话不会从我口中说出，只好在这里衷心的感谢所有当晚出席的朋友！快乐的时间总是过得很快，十点酱就回了！

05/06下午和朋友唱k看戏吃饭。晚上再和另两个朋友过生日。他们带我到一个很特别的地方，大概在wangsa maju吧，那个餐厅新开的吧，叫happy seasons。他们请我吃饭，也点了两片很好吃的蛋糕！也过了一个很开心的晚上!也收到礼物，是一件上衣和短裤！那天晚上也收到表姨送的礼物，anna sui的香水和他亲手制作的卡片。

2009-04-15T12:00:00.000+08:00

原来喜欢一个人真的可以很盲目，原本对爱情很理智的我，对着他突然失去理智。。我也不懂自己在做什么。。真的很矛盾。。

和他认识了四个月，我们从陌生到熟悉，渐渐的发觉他对我和其他人不同，开始时我还不相信，毕竟他已经有了一个亲密的女友，平时对这些事很敏感的我，这次却那么大意。。
平时他对我有点暧昧，我以为他在玩，所以没有想什么。。有时他还会在吃饭时间和我一起吃饭。。

但，那天朋友突然问我，你是不是在追求我。我还很大反应的说当然不是！就在那天晚上，你约我放工吃东西，只有我们两个。。我开始在怀疑。。吃东西时，你不让我喝冰水，会夹东西给我吃，帮我剥壳，帮我倒水。。晚上回到家你居然sms我。那天开始你每晚都会找我。。

一个星期后你安排我们休息同一天，你约我出去，那天很开心。。一整天我们在一起，谈了很多，对你了解也越深了。。有一天你问我心里有没有你，我们谈了很多。。和你相处那段时间，渐渐地对你有感觉。。原本以为你不可能会喜欢我，但真的不可思议，我对你有感觉的同时，你说那时你已经喜欢上我。。你经常安排我们一样的做工时间，你说这样可以和我一样的吃饭时间陪我一起吃饭。。

27/3你说这天我们正是在一起，因为你第一次拖我的手。连我自己都忘记了我们什么时候开始，你还记得，让我有点小感动。你的个子矮小，和我的外形不配，平时超介意男友外形的我，对着你也忘了自己的原则。那天开始，我们每天都很开心，因为我们可以每天见面，每天聊很多。。大概每天放工你都送我回家，带我吃东西。你知道我很大吃，每天怕我吃不饱，叫了很多东西说自己要吃的但都是为了要给我吃的。记得有一次我说我很饿，你带我吃云吞面，你叫了大的给我，自己吃小的，捧餐的aunty都吓到，你真的很好笑！

9/4我们又休息同一天，你带我去玩，我们去了云顶。。第一次和男友出游，我真的很开心，因为我梦想了很久有了男友一定要一起去玩！你怕我冷带了衣服给我，你知到我爱吃带了很多零食给我。我们也拍了一些照。。真的很开心。。

三个星期了，我们每天都是开心的。。但我真的不知道自己这样做到底对不对，我曾经告诉他我想放弃，但他总是说爱情里没有分谁对谁错，只有喜欢跟不喜欢，他说其实走到最后他会和谁在一起他都不知道，哎我也不知道自己怎么了。。我真的很矛盾。。。。。。。。。。。。。你真的很好，我真的没有地方可以挑你。。唯一的就是。。。你有了一个她。

*想放弃却不能甘心放手
留你在梦中却苦痛了我
等着伤心不如学会承受
反正你不会是我的
想放弃却不能甘心放手
留你在梦中却苦痛了我
等你想起不如先忘记你
反正离开你的人是我

My first time^^

2009-02-08T23:16:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my friend's birthday,he is yao xiong. His friends plan to celebrate his birthday at clubbing,which located nearby sunway piramid,"coca banana". His friend intend to give him a surprise and tell him i cannot go for the party. My friend take me after work and we straight away go there. When i arrived,yao xiong saw me,he was so shock that time..his face was very funny. All of them i duno but they all super friendly..i can mix with them easily..we talk a lot,take a lot pic,drink a lot,dance a lot..it was so high^^there was a lot of lengzai there haha..yea i was still attractive,haha sorry sorry..got a guai lou ask a dance with me,but yao xiong help me to reject him and told him i was his gf..the guai lou was very gentlemen lah,he asked our name and gave it to the DJ,he requested the lengzai DJ annouced,"fong and chan,happy forever"..hahaha.. When i dance with my freinds on the stage,yao xiong keep protect me..i know he was good...he scared i chao sui by those guys..but he make those guys not dare to come to me ady..hahahaha,i lost many chances la... Anyway,i was so happy to be with them and i was very very enjoy the moment..really unforgettable nite^^reach home at 4am something...then whole nite cannot fall asleep...damn tired when working...

The 4th day of chinese new year

2009-01-30T20:39:00.000+08:00

Today is my 'last' day to work and i'll have my 4 days holiday..yeah..so,after work at 10pm,i went genting highlands with my friends. There are 5 of us. We reached genting around 12am something..wow there was so cold..i didnt bring my jacket but luckily my friend had prepared extra jacket for me..without the jacket,definately i 'beku' at there already. The purpose they go genting is to bring me go inside the casino.. haha its really funny and stupid la..my face just too young...i go in with my frens 4 times,everytime the police block me and ask my ic..hahaha finally have to go out...so fish lo...hahaha at last,i try to go in again by using my friend's ic,the police ask for my ic as what i expected, then i was so proud to show them my friend's ic,hoho they are juz too tired n sleepy la i guess..i success to go inside ler! my fren play the game 'big or small' and he had won a little bit,can cover back the starbucks coffee he treats me. This was an unforgettable experience and i appreciate them to give me such a nice opportunity which i can get into casino b4 21st years old. Hahaha. We came back to kl around 5am something. The 1st time i come back home so 'early'..syok....happy happy!!! Tomorrow go genting again with my family members...

The 1st Performance

2008-12-27T21:21:00.000+08:00

7 of us,the break dancers..a cool n nice pix..love this..but was not perfect without our instructor chin bang..

Team members--wing hong,the 2 malay guys,sorry i juz remember who call Wan(holding the cam),me,shawn,and also bryant..

Today 27 dec 08,was a memorable day for me..haha nothing special actually la. Just my blog 'opening' haha..coz i dont know what to write for my 1st post ma..this morning i went pavilion with wing hong and i bought a pair of mickey shoes,hehe..afterthat we rush to connaught-EPDA for the christmas party and we got to perform! i was so nervous coz i havent prepare for it. Then we keep practise in the studio. Finally our turn to show our performance ler,no more nervous for me,just do it..haiz..so sad i done something wrong la,not nice ady the performance. Anyway i was happy also,and enjoy it^^but something was not so happy coz our instructor-chin bang,he got to go for a meeting cannot watch our performance. But then there was still have a video can watch la. Our team members got 7 of us,4 chinese n 3 malays. They r all very cool,but nice..especially shawn was a talkactive boy..1st day knew him but we met for 2nd time ady la,he keep zat me..nvm he still a di di..Btw,i hope still got chance for us to have a performance together,they r very good breakers..every1 of us received a christmas present-was a cute towel..haha so funny..and i received a present from wing hong also..b4 that i received a pendrive(kingston 4GB),damn happy,then a cute coin box from my working fren,then a quite big ultraman doll from yew hong..appreciate u guys..thx a lot..